I just want to say some things to people who I will probably never see or speak to again, these people will remain anonymous so that their identities are protected.
1: We may of had our fair few disagreements in the past, but I sincerely hope that you are doing well in life. I may have hated you for picking on me and my friends, you may have attacked me physically, you may have even gotten me into trouble, but now that I look back on those days at school, I kind of feel bad for you now. I don't condone any of the stuff that you did at all, by all means, but I just hope that you and your family are doing fine at the moment.
2: You were always acting like you were above everyone else, you always set out to make me feel like fucking trash. You almost succeeded in doing that, because when you turned almost half of the school against me, I felt like that everyone was going to hate me. Luckily, I had a few friends who DID believe what I had to say, despite your bullshit lies! I may still fucking hate you now, but I hope that you have learnt your lesson by now, if not, then so be it.
3: I know that we were big time enemies when we were young, you may have annoyed the shit out of me as well, but I wanted to say that I no longer have any hate for you. The hatred that I had for you burnt out when I realised that you were probably a nice person wanting to get out. We may not have seen eye to eye back then, but I respect your current outlook on life and I hope that you are doing well with yourself. Stay cool, mate.
4: Words cannot describe the hate that I have for you! At one point, you made my life a living hell by acting like a child when you didn't get your way, spreading rumours about me to people you wanted me to hate, call my girlfriend names and worst of all, you had to go and sexually harass me.
You really pushed me over the line when you suggested that I should cheat on my girlfriend to "help calm me down from the stress of college". No, it doesn't fucking work like that!
I find it funny how you think that simply saying sorry will magically make everything okay, in some cases, that is true, but not in your case. You do not even deserve to my forgiveness, you do not deserve to breathe the same air as me, you do not even fucking deserve to be called a "friend". Fuck you and your sick, twisted mind!
5: When we were in school, I used to look up to you like you were the big brother that I never had, I used to respect you, we laughed together whilst watching comedy TV shows together, we used to share our almost similar taste in music and you were even there for me when my nan died, but all of that changed when you decided to be an asshole!
You just had to go and cheat on her, didn't you? You just had to go and make her look like the horrible person, when it is so painfully obvious to a toddler that it is YOU who is the fucking twat! She is now with me for a reason! You fucking cheated on her, because she just wasn't good enough for you! I have been with her for over 5 years and we are happy, but you just can't get the fucking message into that thick skull of yours!
You really pushed me over the fucking line when you used the death of your dad as an excuse to act like a twat towards her and our friends! If you remember, I also lost a family member. In fact, I lost two more family members after you became a dickhead, but at least I didn't go around making people's lives a misery, because that would make me as pathetic as you!
Do yourself and everyone else a favour, take a good long look in the mirror and ask yourself this "Was it all worth it to cheat on her?", then kindly remove yourself from our lives so that we can finally live in peace without you interfering with our relationship!
6: Fuck you! Just, fuck you!
There is a reason why every student in the school wanted to slaughter you, there is a reason why I always took Anti Bullying Week seriously, it's because of fucking twats like you!
I wanted to be the exact opposite of you, because of how many times you bullied the students on a daily basis. Even when you were beaten to a pulp by that one student, you still didn't get the fucking message!
I am so glad that I cut you out of my life when I had the chance, so that I would never have you bringing me down to your level!
7: Over the years, I really felt sorry for you. You were always the one who got picked on, you were always the target to the bullies, you were always finding school life difficult and I felt terrible for you.
I hope that you are not getting bullied as much now, you do not deserve the torment that I saw you go through, even if you were a bit of a dramatic and awkward person at times.
8: I feel so very sorry for you, you had a terrible time when we were together, with your parents suffering and your older brother having to work to support them, but what I want to know is, why did you cut me out of your life?
Even though I currently have someone to love, I only wanted to see you as a very good friend, yet you told me not to talk to you ever again. I can understand if you had some sort of grudge against me, but it would have put my mind at ease if you were to tell me why you didn't want to have me in your life.
If you are willing to talk to me, please do. I only want to be your friend. I don't even want any love.
Listening to: Video game music
Reading: This journal
Watching: ProJared Plays P.T.
Playing: Fallout New Vegas